Just for the effing record

I am only writing this up to remind myself of the happenings of the 1st of March, 2009.

It is a day when the victim and the convict were found out to be the same person, and the judge, the witnesses, the attorney and perhaps every other living creature in or around a courtroom that may exist (Including that bird that happens to be taking a dump outside the window that overlooks the courtroom).

Today was just further proof of the self-inflicted misery that I put myself in. I simply need to change to the better… I don’t know what to add really, I’m ashamed of myself… I have always thought that you lot were naïve and somewhat foolish, but I have proven to myself that I am not any better, I actually turned out to be even worse, with little or no self-respect or realization of one’s self worth and having little, or no dignity…

I will be fine, you lot will be fine… One day my head might be sorted out

p.s. Z, N & D – I :heart: you